There are so many days that I walk through my day wondering why God loves me so much????? Life is hard and there are days that it doesn't even make sense in this world, but KNOWING who my creator is and KNOWING the love of His heart for me, I can go through each day with assurance of who I am in Christ.
My heart is breaking for some really good friends who have lost a child this week, I miss my oldest child and am sad that she has days of loneliness for christian friendship and is in a town where she doesn't know many people, my hubby's job is still not really going anywhere, but we are SO VERY THANKFUL that he has a job and we know that the Lord has him right where he is suppose to be for now. Brett is doing so well with Baseball and we praise the Lord for his health and his protection. Ryan is just days away from being a senior ! My heart aches for the loss of not having any babies around my home. They are ALL so grown up and with facial hair !!!!
So today, I walk this road with a box of tissue nearby and a heart that is full of love for the King and for my precious family.
Just thought I'd share my heart.........oh um...ugh ! :-)

Life changes Fast !!!

I can't believe that it has been almost a month since my last post on my Blog. I even had trouble trying to find my blog on the web. that is just sad.
My life it not my own anymore. I now am working full-time @ Dr. Ben Daniel's office. I only have to work 4 days a week, but it is changing our lifestyle around here. I am too tried to work, so my hubby has been amazing about cooking and having dinner on the table when I get home some nights. He now gets home before I do. laundry piles up and my house is just not as clean as I usually have and like it. That has been a HUGE adjustment for me. BUT.....I WILL NOT complain. We are SO BLESSED !!!! The Lord has provided me with this awesome job and I really do enjoy it. I am just getting old and I don't adapt to change as well and I get tired easier these days.....hehehehe
I miss my baby girl and her sweet hubby. This is the longest Tiff has been away and it is definitely the furthest she has EVER lived and I can honestly say...."IT STINKS". But, thank the Lord it is just for a short time. They will be home in a few more months. I love their hearts and how they are seeking out a church home there in Florida and how the Lord is working in their personal life's as well in their spiritual life's. I am very proud of them both.
So, life is changing and even though it is differnet, it is ALL GOOD !